I want to write.

I stare at a blank page contemplating how to precisely describe my feelings. I keep on putting down the Pen or just switching back to mindlessly scrolling down my Instagram feed… I want to write about every truth I desperately want to hold on to, every experience I read somewhere and want to be apart…

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A hostage, to the other side.

Sunshine all around is what you see and I try my best to keep it that way, as long as forever if you know what I mean. But there’s an other side, A side I can’t trust with anyone, a side where there’s nothing but darkness despite all the light around, A side where I…

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I wonder.

I wonder, How you are able to fall asleep at night knowing you have wasted your day away. I wonder, How you can wake up in the morning, knowing that today is going to be the same as yesterday and so will tomorrow. I wonder, If you are ever tired? Bored perhaps? From doing the…

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Have you awaken?

She peeps into her room, as the morning first rays break free, praying her daughter’s light have not been dimmed forever… just yet. She gave up the hope of seeing her baby okay right after she was born. Hospital visits, Quran saar, late night prayers, there’s nothing the mother hadn’t done, but all she has…

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Make a pledge

In the past few years, a pattern that has been there since the beginning of time has caught my eyes in the most heartwrenching way, and that is of spreading pain and suffering just because we were hurt.They say if you do not heal from the wounds inflicted to you by others you bleed on…

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To hold on, To let go.

Why are you so scared all the time? Why do you fear the processes of letting go and holding on?” It is a complex thing. When I hold on, I fear that maybe whatever I am holding on to will find a way to escape my grip, and when I let go I fear, maybe…

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Look at me

I juggle from one thing to another, to make people believe I have it together. I offer my back to anyone who needs a ride or just needs me to carry their burden. But look, look me in the eyes, you’ll see how much I need that too. I have a strong back, but I…

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A dream, An Obstacle and A Wish.

I have a dream. I have an Obstacle. And, I have a wish. The dream. My dream is to build a community, to create a safe space for different kinds of people, to be themselves, A home where everyone is welcomed, a home for the homeless, a sanctuary for the forsaken, where no one needs…

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Between a sunrise and a sunset

Sunrise. Feeling of despair, of worthlessness, of loneliness and confusion over washed me. My goals and purpose in the dark. And my heart, in a hundred pieces . Darkness over clouding my little sky. Then came, Sunset. Feeling of strength, contentment, of joy and hope filled my heart. I was feeling like i could take…

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