You look happier.
Actually i am. Happier.
You see, i have stopped looking, searching, longing, for moments, for life, for a person, for a career, for a better tomorrow.
When i did, when i stopped looking; a veil was removed from my eyes, everything i always yearned for, was here all along. Within me. Around me.
I have been home, All along.
I have been home, within myself, furnished with every breath that i took, every smile, every laugh, every cry, every word i wrote, every pain i felt, every obstacle i overcame.
I have been home, decorated with every soul i feel in love with, with every soul that fell in love with me, every smile i was a reason to, every laugh i caused, every word that i read which awaked my soul.
I have been home all along.
You see, i only saw outside my home, the pain, the suffering, the injustice, fear, insecurities, jealousy, envy, helplessness, hopelessness.
I focused on everything, except the home i was in.
Even though it’s not only rosy inside and has it’s share of thorns,
I am home