Mama tried

My Little Child

I am trying

I am trying hard, for you. I am trying to be the best version of myself so that when you end up needing a role model, you won’t have to look far for one.

Mama is trying

I am getting rid of old habits, of holding on to things so that when you finally arrive I will be able to let you go when you need me to.

Mama is trying

I am learning to hold on to things that matter despite the “difficulties” so that when you need me to I am able to hold on to you.

Mama is trying

I am trying to get answers, so when you have your own questions I am able to direct you to the right place so that you may find your own answers.

Mama is trying

I am trying to mend my broken heart so that its pieces doesn’t pierce your little heart.

Mama is trying

I am trying to set myself free so that when you need freedom, I would be able to get out of your way, mama doesn’t want to be the reason as to why your stuck.

Mama is trying

I am trying to love the right man so that when you look at your father you feel loved, cared for, cherished, and valued… I am trying.

Mama is trying

I am fixing and building my relationship with my creator so that I can fix mine with you, so that I am able to pray for you.

My little baby

Mama is trying

I am learning to love myself, so that i will be able to love you unconditionally, no matter how you turn out to be, I am trying, to learn to love you despite and because of your differences.

Mama is trying

I am trying to do the things that I love doing, the things that give my life meaning, the things that set my soul on fire so that when the time comes for you to do the same I would be able to understand, support and encourage you.

To love you for who you are.

Promise me one thing, that when you start questioning everything you have known to be true, promise me that you won’t question the fact that I tried.

The fact that mama tried.

Mama tried.