I want to write.

I stare at a blank page contemplating how to precisely describe my feelings. I keep on putting down the Pen or just switching back to mindlessly scrolling down my Instagram feed… I want to write about every truth I desperately want to hold on to, every experience I read somewhere and want to be apart…

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A hostage, to the other side.

Sunshine all around is what you see and I try my best to keep it that way, as long as forever if you know what I mean. But there’s an other side, A side I can’t trust with anyone, a side where there’s nothing but darkness despite all the light around, A side where I…

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I had to hug you

I had to hug you. I had to hug you, Even though all I wanted to do was to strangle you to death I had to hug, Even when my heart was bleeding from the dagger you so mercilessly used to cut deeper and deeper into it I had to hug, When all I wanted…

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Tea, please?

As I sipped the remaining of my tea, my thoughts drifted back on how much has changed in the past couple of months. There I was on a Saturday morning, having a cup of tea with someone I completely disagreed with on everything that was important to me, to my values and principles. I say…

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I wonder.

I wonder, How you are able to fall asleep at night knowing you have wasted your day away. I wonder, How you can wake up in the morning, knowing that today is going to be the same as yesterday and so will tomorrow. I wonder, If you are ever tired? Bored perhaps? From doing the…

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Have you awaken?

She peeps into her room, as the morning first rays break free, praying her daughter’s light have not been dimmed forever… just yet. She gave up the hope of seeing her baby okay right after she was born. Hospital visits, Quran saar, late night prayers, there’s nothing the mother hadn’t done, but all she has…

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Make a pledge

In the past few years, a pattern that has been there since the beginning of time has caught my eyes in the most heartwrenching way, and that is of spreading pain and suffering just because we were hurt.They say if you do not heal from the wounds inflicted to you by others you bleed on…

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Son.

Son, I have met many broken men, some I danced with, some i was an object to, some I took the role of a healer, some I was nothing but a decoration for their amusement, some punched me in the gut just to idealize how it feels like to be powerful and some lured me…

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Home, all along.

You look happier. Actually i am. Happier. You see, i have stopped looking, searching, longing, for moments, for life, for a person, for a career, for a better tomorrow. And, When i did, when i stopped looking; a veil was removed from my eyes, everything i always yearned for, was here all along. Within me.…

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Move in.

A couple months ago, I deliberately decided to get close enough to people in order to see from their perspective. I took “being in the others shoes quite literally “. If you don’t know me, one thing I am famously known for is ‘it’s either my way or no way’ and I was quite convinced…

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